Sunday, 23 June 2013

Maybe? :')

从来不会对我大小声的人

那天终于这样对我了

或许我们的感情变质了

对不起

我不会呵护这段感情

我是一个不懂将心比心的坏女生

我从不会想过他的感受

或许我不配做他的情人?

或许我们不适合?

或许我更不适合做他的终生伴侣?

1年 356天 12个月 31天 24小时 60分钟 60秒

我们不停吵架

我们不停发脾气

对不起

我真的不知道如何做好我的本分

或许我真的不适合... ...

Friday, 21 June 2013

I Hate Myself!

我的错!

对!每次都是我的错

我小气,我喜欢发脾气

我不像其他女生如此温柔

你不知道等待一个人的滋味是怎样

你忙,你有东西做

而我这个闲人只能在那里白等

很痛苦的你知道吗

或许对你来说一天两天没有我不会怎样

可是我不同

我要你

之前说好不找你

结果我找了

为何我那么没用?

我不应该打扰你

真不应该

我彻底失败!

Thursday, 13 June 2013

Hate It!

莫名其妙

真的很莫名其妙

我恨这种感觉

这种感觉令我很烦恼

开心 变成 不开心 

兴奋 变成 不兴奋

每当我不开心的时候

有没有一种药能让我忘掉一切

有口难言

我真的好累

没人能够理解我

假情假意我已经看惯了

甜言蜜语我也已经听惯了

我... ...

没感觉了

Wednesday, 12 June 2013

Just Because Of You

I'm so tired

Just because of you

Did I respect your decision?

Yes. I did

Did you respect my request?

No. You didn't.

We're selfish?

So how about you?

Have you ever think before you quit?

No. You didn't

You just care about yourself

Tuition?

You're being totally unreasonable

Everyone had tuition but why they can handle but you can't?

I won't retain you anymore

Tuesday, 11 June 2013

The Night

一双迷人的眼睛

在我脑海里

你的身影

挥散不去

握着你的手感觉好温柔

想你的夜

多希望你能在我身边 

有没有一次是你想我

很想很想我

而不是我拼命地想你?

亲爱的,

我好想好想你


Monday, 10 June 2013

A Busy Month

Haha!

School just started today

Now I'm count-downing the next holiday

Today moral class damn sleepy

The teacher keep on bla bla bla

She already used almost 1 hour to "encourage" us

What a GOOD teacher -.-

June,

A busy month for me

Blind Leading The Blind - Sport Day - Hari Koperasi - Installation

No time to rest

I'm so tired

I hope you can hug me for awhile

even 1 second also can

But you can't

Sunday, 9 June 2013

Long Distance Relationship!

We are long distance relationship

We stay too far from each other

We can't always meet each other

We can't always hang out with each other

I'm always missing him badly

I hope he can by my side every day, every hour, every minute, every second

I really need him

I have to wait for 2 years to study in university

I wanted to sleep with him every day

I wanted to kiss him every day

I wanted to hug him every day

And...

I wanted to see him every day

I can't wait for that

What can I do now?

Study hard

Ya! All I can do is to study hard

SPM is coming soon

Still have 1 years and 5 months to prepare

Fight for it!

And also...

Struggle for him!

I miss you! Quah Chee Hung!